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$68,000 in Credit Card Debt, Why Won't You Like Me?: Why I Couldn't Stop Spending

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I was $68,000 in credit card debt, and I did not feel any better about myself than when I started.I was not buying a second house. I had a stack of cards, and I still felt one invitation away from being moved down. Drinks I bought so I could be the top one, even for a moment. Dinners I covered so I would not be assigned a place. Clothes with the tags still on, in case I needed to look like the smartest person in the room. Vacations I took so I could say I had been there. I call them hollow vacations. I would sit in the hotel. The trip did not make me happy. Telling someone I went did.None of it looked like a problem from the outside. It looked like being a good friend. It looked like keeping up. From the inside it was a bid for a place, a bid for control, and a bid not to hear that I was not good enough.This book is why I could not stop spending.The toy I got every store trip, then chucked in the box and never played with again. The round at the bar that was a favor to me, not to them. The hierarchy, and the fear of the whispers if I could not keep up. Slow- motion math: six cards and buy now, pay later, so $68,000 never looked like one crazy number. A job that made the numbers louder and did not cause the habit.I am not on the other side of this. I still do it. Less often. It is still a struggle. You do not have to lose a job to see it. You only have to notice that the purchase was never about the thing, and that enough never arrives.A self-help book from personal experience. Not therapy. Not financial advice. The companion workbook is separate. I am using it too. Not because I finished. Because I have not. Read more

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Publication date ‏ : ‎ October 12, 2026


Language ‏ : ‎ English


File size ‏ : ‎ 360 KB


Screen Reader ‏ : ‎ Supported


Enhanced typesetting ‏ : ‎ Enabled


X-Ray ‏ : ‎ Not Enabled


Word Wise ‏ : ‎ Enabled


Print length ‏ : ‎ 30 pages


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